So I am glad that my foundation of my life is built on Christ, especially at the moment or should i say last couple of weeks.  I am happy with so many things going on in my life, the house is awesome.  Roomates are cool, and we are getttin one more roomate as of yesterday.  That means cheap rent, more money to save.  God is faithful, regardless of how unfaithful we are.  Jesus will never forget about His commitments and promises to us.  We have to place every bit of our hope and trust in Him alone if we are not to be let down.  Ya this is just something God is teaching me.  I am praying for you all at school, I love you so much.  It is amazing what God can accomplish with a person whose heart is completely surrendered and soft.

Miltons started me off with more than i thought.

Training to be keyholder right now, so another raise!

We move into the house tomorrow.  I am excited.  I love our house, it is a perfect party house.  Come on over!

God is changing my fearful heart into a trusting one.  It is an exhausting, but fruitful process.  I am trying to talk to some of the people at work about coming to the church meeting in Stoughton.  I feel like i don't know anyone there which makes it harder, but I am building relationships fast.  We need to pray more for our co-workers. 

Just spent last week in Fall River, well actually about three days then Gram rescued me.  So Now i am staying with Christina, and I feel bad about it, cuz i am not sure if she asked if I could or not.  I almost stayed with Billy Jane, but this is alot more convenient.  Thank you God.

So it is surreal that i am not going back  at all this fall and also never again.  I feel sort of weird.  I know last semester i didn't go either, but i loved school.  And i kinda wish i didn't have to join the real world quite yet.  I kinda of did last semester but it didnt feel as scary.  I will be praying for all of you during your blitz.  i really miss all of you, from bbc and you New Yorkers.  Let's hang out soon.  God bless

I have to stay n fall river for a week, currently at my sister and her boyfriends house.  I am praying that i don't get in trouble with the cops right now, turns out my sister's boyfriend was parked in a no parking zone so i was violently awakened by a cop pounding on the door.   I don't think i  have ever even seen a cop up close, that is how clean my record is. Anyway they want me to move a standard which runs on vegetable oil into the garage.  So i said i didnn't have keys, and my sis and the bf were at work.  Well finally i got to the gramma.   Now she doesn't speak a word of english.  She calls her husband who moves the car.  Not before stallin the car, and burning the clutch.  I would have done better probably. 

now i am holding onto the tow ticket from the car, can i get in trouble for movin a car that already has a ticket, i don't know. 

well pray for my time  down  here, i miss you Jordan.  hope alll of you bbc'ers are having a fun orientation.  Miss you so much.

Wow...I ve got a whirlwind of emotions smacking me in the face right now.  Ok so mostly i feel hopeful about the future, but sad about the present.  Usually I don't even know where i am going to live, so this house thing is a blessing no doubt.

So for the first time in our relationship, I feel like i have tried to help Jordan through some tough stuff.  He is usually the strong unwavering force that is pushing me when i don't want to push through anymore stuff. The thing is...I am weak, it is only when i allow myself to be a channel for God's healing power that i can be of good use.  I hope I helped a little over the past couple days. 

Pray for me, can't move in or start working till the 1st and i have no money!  I am having to go back to the "rivva" for a week, i hope Miltons is ok with me starting late. Oh and i don't know how well i will get to work without a car but i know my Jesus does.  I love y'all.